bila nak balik ni?

i really want to go home. my head is aching and i cannot finish one simple flyer. apa nak jadi ni? maybe it's the raya thing.hehe. cannot wait to go back to kampung and meet all the cousins and aunties and aunts. oh last night i did successfully manage to bake the chocolate cookies and thankfully everything is turning out fine. sometimes i feel like i always have something to prove to my mother. to prove to her that i can do this and that. like the chocolate cookies. she was like "jangan buat kecik2..letak besar2.." when i already know and experimented that if i did the cookies like hers everything will turn out kembang and lekat2..and then cookies turn into lempeng. oh susahnya. i know i cannot stand cooking with her in the kitchen since i know i will be doing a lot of mistakes, but sometimes i just wish she gives me a chance to do things on my own like this cooking thing. hoh. tak apalah. someday when i get married, and have the kitchen to myself i can do anything i want in the kitchen..nak letupkan pon boleh.hahaha.

anyway on a brighter note, i am planning to buat open house this year.haha. harap2 la jadi. oklah.nak balik. tapi encik driver belom datang.huwaa.