That darn 59,054,087!

how about this? 


..or this? 

i must admit that i am a politically apathetic person. i read the paper everyday but politic news is one thing that i would gladly skip. anyway adam forwarded this link and somehow i found it very amusing (please refer to the above picture). honestly, i'm not really into this us presidential election since i thought that whoever is at the helm won't change anything, but i do feel that if there is one thing that need to be done to make a better world; george w bush should be get rid of. i prefer juicy news on clinton and lewinsky,thank you very much. anyway i love this blog by Nik Nazmi - the most politically enlightened 22-year-old that i have ever known.Bagus dia ni.

Oh, satu lagi: Selamat Hari Deepavali semua. Kenapa kat tv tak ada cerita Paddayappa (eh betol ke ejaan ni?) Rindunya dengan Rajinikanh dan kemachoannya.

bencinya asyik kena marah. benci sebab kena explain benda yang tak payah di explain. benci sebab asyik disalahkan. benci sebab bila jelaskan benda yang sebenar pon tak kena jugak. benci sebab tak dipercayai. benci sebab tak pernah ubah perangai. benci sebab kena sabar sangat. benci sebab ada orang tak boleh fikir apa yg betul apa yang salah. benci asyik nak buat air mata mengalir. benci sebab selalu kena berkorban. benci sebab selalu rasa mcm tak di appreciate. benci sebab selalu tak nak dengar cakap orang lain. benci sebab tak boleh kawal apa yang dah jadi. benci sebab sikit sikit nak menangis. bencinya benci sesuatu yang tak patut dibenci. benci sebab dah tak tahu nak buat apa. benci sebab setiap hari macam bertambah benci. benci dengar suara ditinggikan. benci sebab tak boleh nak luahkan apa yang nak dicakap. benci sebab kena diam dan dengar sahaja. benci sebab tak boleh ceritakan benci ni dekat siapa siapa. bencilah benci.

terima kasih banyak banyak. tak apalah. pizli kata biar orang buat kat kita, jangan kita buat kat orang. tak apalah. allah kan ada.

selamat hari raya dan maaf zahir batin semua. ramai orang nak balik kampung dah.elok elok.

hebat kad raya mat reh ni.memang menghiburkan.tahniah kepada kotok kerana telah menjadi pusat pengumpulan kad raya semua orang.

bila nak balik ni?

i really want to go home. my head is aching and i cannot finish one simple flyer. apa nak jadi ni? maybe it's the raya thing.hehe. cannot wait to go back to kampung and meet all the cousins and aunties and aunts. oh last night i did successfully manage to bake the chocolate cookies and thankfully everything is turning out fine. sometimes i feel like i always have something to prove to my mother. to prove to her that i can do this and that. like the chocolate cookies. she was like "jangan buat kecik2..letak besar2.." when i already know and experimented that if i did the cookies like hers everything will turn out kembang and lekat2..and then cookies turn into lempeng. oh susahnya. i know i cannot stand cooking with her in the kitchen since i know i will be doing a lot of mistakes, but sometimes i just wish she gives me a chance to do things on my own like this cooking thing. hoh. tak apalah. someday when i get married, and have the kitchen to myself i can do anything i want in the kitchen..nak letupkan pon boleh.hahaha.

anyway on a brighter note, i am planning to buat open house this year.haha. harap2 la jadi. oklah.nak balik. tapi encik driver belom datang.huwaa.

Lempeng cookies hangus, anyone?

chocolate cookies atau cookie monster yang telah menjadi lempeng?

sila rujuk gambar di atas. since i was so rajin yesterday, as soon as i got back from kl (around 11 something) dengan bersemangatnya, i ajak my sisters idah and ina to make the chocolate chip cookies that i have been talking about for days..we started on the bright side with everything in its place but somehow and for reasons that i have still yet to find it ended up like the above picture.sedihnyaaaaaaaaaa..haru biru jadinya cookies tu.habis bercantum2 dan hangit, pahit..dahla dgn tak cukup chocolate chips.huwaaaaaaa. tekanan betol. inilah akibatnya kononnya nak jimat bahan tak nak buat famous amos cookies mcm last year. akibat jimat bahan, rentung dan bercantum cantum jadinya. hahaha (jom ketawa ramai ramai!).
after being so frustrated and pissed (at myself ke at the cookies ke..at my mum entah), i went straight in front of the tv and watched the man u- man c derby. ingatkan nak mencari kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan.rupa rupanya lagi menambah tekanan. berapa juta kali bola depan gol tapi tak boleh nak masuk jugak.kena bomoh agaknya man u ni. isk.to add to my misery, alan smith pon kena second yellow card dan kad merah. oh geramnya. rasa macam nak goncang goncang je tv tu. argh!

and then today i came to the office with semangat baru and determine to throw yesterday's misery into the dustbin but somehow, misery always find itself sneaking around, lurking with its evil envy eyes. aha. guess what, suhana told me my ex officemates in imu will be receiving 3k incentives. and on top of that another bonus is coming this january.oh jelesnya rasanya. kesiankan. tak apalah takde rezeki agaknya tahun ni (ayat pasrah)..

eh nampaknya semangat baru datang lagi. balik nanti, dengan bersemangatnya i will singgah at fajar and buy additional stuff for the cookies that i will continue to make today.yes TODAY!yippee.harap2 tak hangit lagi. tunggulah. tekananlah dgr my mak asyik perli2. mentang mentanglah aku tak pandai masak ya :(